TO THE WORLD AND MY FRIENDS

I DON'T KNOW WHATELSE TO DO.

THEY WILL FUCK ME TOMOROW. I DID'NT PRESENT THE MEDICAL REPORT ON TIME.

THEY ARE ALL SO CORRUPT AND INCOMPETENT, THAT IT MAKES ME CRY IN SUCH A WAY, THAT YOU CAN'T IMAGINE.

I AM NOT A SPY. WHEN I WAS KID I SPEND MY TIME MISSING CLASSES AND I WOULD GO TO THE FANCY HOTELS TAKING COFFEES AND REDAING THE NEW YOORK TIMES.

I WAS VERY CLEVER. I HANG WITH EVERY SORT OF PEOPLE. ON MY HIGH SCHOOL THERE'S REVOLUCIONARY MOVEMENTS AND COUNTER MOVEMENTS. I WAS IN LOVE FOR SPY BOOKS. I ALLWAYS THOUGHT THAT TO REALLY UNDERSTAND THE GAME, THAT WAS WHERE WE COULD LOOK FOR.

I BEGIN TO USE DRUGS ON COLLEGE.

I WAS 21 YEARS OLD.

I DIDN'T DEAL VERY WELL WITH THE WORLD.

I NEVER IDENTIFIE MYSELF WITH PORTUGAL.

I WENT DOWN, SOMEHOW.

MY FATHER DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME.

I COUL HAVE JUST SEND HIM TO HELL ON THE DAY HE FORCE ME TO GOT IN THERE.

BUT MY FATHER IS SACRED TO ME.

HE USED TO EAT A SIMPLE BREAD, BETWEEN CARS WHEN I WAS A CHILD, SO I WOULDN'T MISS ANYTHING.

I DELIVER THIS TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE THING TO THE WORLD. I ALREADY TOLD YOU THE TRUTH, SEVERAL TIMES.

I DON'T KNOW WHO THESE PEOPLE ARE.

WHEN YOU HAVE PRINCIPLES, YOU THINK THE OTHERS ALWAYS HAVE THEM.

LIKE, THE OTHER MAN WHO TOLD HE HAS SUNLAW TO SELL ALL HIS PART ON THE ELECTRICITY COMPANIE THE MOMENT HE KNEW THE SABOTAGE.

LIKE ALL THE OTHERS WHO WERE PROMOTED BY THIS.

WE STILL GO ON, LIVING AT MY EXPENSES.

I HAVE 150 EUROS ON THE BANK, AND EVEN DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE PREPARING.

I CLEAN MYSELF WITH A TOAEL WHEN I PII.

I EAT SO MUCH BREAD, THAT MY GRANDFATHER WOULDN'T BELIEVE ME, IF HE WAS ALIVE.

I AM SORRY.

I AM SORRY.